The trouble continues for me. dont know where my liffe is taking me and what am i thinking. Why do i feel so much love and care for someone for whom i never imagined earlier that this can happen. is it a crime to love someone who has been so close to you and have been really a part of life. why this has happened only from my side?? sometimes i wonder my looks, heart and my nature are not loveable. May be thats the point and the reason why i have been cornered. i know my angel is very upset whatever i said to her a day back but if she introspects and tries to think deeply she will get all the anwers. dont know when this will happen that i get the response from my angel the way that will just make my life happy. but i know that is more or less impossible the way she responds. i have been really surrounded by a chaotic situation where only way out is the response which is seeminlgy against my aspirations. why i was denied promise made by her to stay together more often these days to get closer in a better way. how can i show my intense and true love!!! its just not the other familiar crushes and attraction that are fantasized for few days and then forgotten rather this is the thing which is dreamt to be lived forever.
One things which i wanted my angel to know is that i cant be a normal friend anymore because in future when my angel gets engaged to some other men i would feel very shattered and being a person of weak heart i wont be able to take it anymore. may god create some feelings in her heart and may she realizes what does she mean to me and my life.
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