Perseverence

well the things are not the same now...it has been a clear communication of my feelings for my angel. very happy that i have been able to tell each and everything to my angel. though i know it that things are still far from being possible. response from my angel's side has been again agonizing. i dont know why love increases when you know that things are not at all possible. may be my personality has always strived on things which are highly against the odds. I have decided now to keep my fight going till the time i completely loose everything. I am very happy that these days after i have shared my feelings with her, she has become more sweeter to me, even though i knw the reason why she is doing it, she does not want to loose me as a friend for life.
I got an indication of her non liking from her friend who told my angel is 100 percent sure that she does not feel anything for me nor she can generate any feeling for me in life. i knw my angel wants to see my happy so she stays with me as a good friend only,But, this thing would not trouble me now as i have decided to fight and surge ahead against all the odds. Its the battle between "me finishing my feelings" vs "she creating those feelings"... I am surely ready for the challenge and i am surely confident to win this battle for my life. I am a fighter and i am going to fight for my right. for my love, for my companion and for my angel. I knw she says it very confidently that she would never like me. but let me tell my angel that its a battle of wits and emotions and i am preparing myself day in and day out to conquer the thing i cherish the most. My love will not die my sweetest love and its gonna be there for you to accept always in your life............miss you